2008年10月18日土曜日

An irreplaceable time

I recently meet only one of my web friends in Tales Weaver, Shall. I usually meet her after 10 p.m. and I often talk to her about what we experienced in the day. She usually go to an area to get a rare item that she wants, however, it basically takes much time to get. Therefore she sometimes gets nervous or sad. Then I encourage and help her and am happy when I see her smile or positive respondent.

She usually seems to be active and pure like a wild cat, but sometimes lonely like a rabbit. I often see such change of her impressions, so I like her and feel like hug her tightly, but I can't because the world is different from the real. Some people think that the relationship seems to be something wrong, but other people do not do so.

I am almost sure that each feeling is the same. When I met her 2 days ago, she seemed to be very happy to meet me; actually she said 'I missed you…'. As it has been a little bit long time since the last time, we felt happy, could not talk well because of an embarrassment and had a sweet and good time.

Before going to bed, I could not bare to say 'I like you' because I want to tell my mind from the heart. I said that and she replied, '…Me, too. ///'. She was so shy that she said so, but I was very happy. I am blessed by her, so next is my turn. I shall bless her.

'I hope I am your big happiness.'

2008年10月6日月曜日

A pure girl

I had thought that women knew some knowledge about a little X-rated words until Shall asked me about such words. I also asked her whether she really did know or not. She said, 'No' and the answer surprised me. In my opinion, women who are over 16 years old learned such words by their friends or media(TV, magazines, comics etc), but it was destroyed by her word.
I was unable to make a decision to tell her. She said, 'I follow your directions.'.
Is it good for her to know these?
Finally, I told one of them to her. It was a little abnormal, however, easy to explain what it was to her.
She was very embarrassed to hear that.^^;
She felt some regrets.--;
If she is confused or in trouble now, I want to support her fully. I have a duty and responsibility to do so because I have told her the word.

2008年10月3日金曜日

Erotic talking

Last night, a girl member of my club came. She is another character who is used by the player. It is almost national that a player has more than 2 characters and commands one of them on the video game. The name is Shall. She is always kidding me and I sometimes do similar things as she does to me.

When she came into the game, I took a bath. I wrote a message to people who have something to do to me; 'I'm taking a bath now'. When I returned in front of my PC and looked at the moniter, Shall was next to my character and wrote a message; 'I'm taking a bath with Defau (my character)♪'. I could not help laughing. Her jokes make me ashamed.
I said hello and chatted with her, but I felt she was a little strange. I asked her some questions and I found she ate liqueur chocolates. So, she was a little drunk. I worried about her, but she was much fine. Moreover, what she said was very dangerous for me because it was daring.
'Hug me♪', 'Hold me tightly♪', 'Hey, Fau(with DeFAU). Where do you touch?' and so on.

What should I do then? I understand that it has no special meaning because the world is the fiction, the fantasy world. They are just her kiddings.

However, I am a MAN! My body heats up when I look and listen to such words.

So, I also got a little daring and chatted with her. The contents were too erotic to write.--;
About an hour passed, she got sober and noticed what she said was very daring and erotic.

I thought that drunk people was very funny but sometimes scary.